Lost & Found
Autumn Leaves This Time
The leaves come falling
In many different colours.
Red, orange, and yellow.
They fall to the ground
While crunching under my feet
With a soothing noise.
Sleeping While Your Awake
You’re staring at the front door.
While your eyes are wide open.
Your face will start to get sore.
As the pain starts to sharpen.
Your sleeping while your awake.
The world is all asleep
While the war creates the break.
All you see is the sheep.
Sleeping underground in the tunnels.
You feel the coldness coming.
You feel like your falling through a funnel.
While the sickness is coming.
How long will you sleep forever?
In this stage of eternal never?
They lurk inside of us all
These informal demons
They fancy the way we move,
Eat, sleep, make love.
They study our movements
Always watching ever so closely.
They make me their home,
They think I’m alone.
They just don’t know
That they can’t do this.
Slipping, I feel them pulsing.
Pulsing as you fall.
Spinning, the worlds spinning faster.
Faster and faster.
I can feel them
They are always near me
They keep me company
They are my friends.
I can feel the warmth
Their souls give off.
Melting this frigid
World I’m in.
Unlocked from my eternal prison.
Shadows On The Wall
Can you feel them?
Can you see them?
Can you hear them?
I can feel them.
I can see them.
They flicker across the wall
And are hidden behind objects of insight.
As The City Sleeps
We stand here and watch
As the city burns.
Everyone sleeps throughout
The ravishing flames
But we watch as our
Ashes flitter by our faces.
As she starts to cry
Our fine city
Beat Me Till I Beg For Mercy
I’ve been trapped here for months, years.
Sitting here pondering the reason you betrayed my heart,
And put me in this cold dark cell.
With the only light that of the lantern hanging on the wall.
I try to move around, but am always stopped.
My legs are shackled to the wall.
Why would you betray me?
We both said we loved each other!
But you came down each time and beat me till you hear me beg for mercy.
How long will I be trapped in this pit?
Will I ever die? Or is this hell, and I’m already dead?
Reflection In The Mirror
I stare in the eyes in the mirror, coldness, sorrow.
I can see them emmiting from them.
My face feels cold and the tears run down my face,
Dabbaling at the corners of my chin.
The days slowly drain away, one by one.
The sounds turn from loud to the soft trickle of rain coming.
It feels cool to the touch.
Satisfying my dying thirst.
It runs down my arm to my fingertips and slowly falls from them.
The first drop comes down so fast, you can’t notice it.
The cooling breeze of wind against my face from the east rolls over the mountains and leaves its trail.
Then the rain comes down, cooling and comforting sound of the pitter-patter of the free falling droplets of water is as great as sleeping on a cloud.
The mightly ominous booming of thunder comes and goes, adding to the effect of this peacefully dreamful illusion.
I sit down on the smooth surface of the rock next to me and watch those falling droplets slowly make their descent into the distance of the falling sun.
The clouds shift as beams of glamorous light flood the remaining puddles of water.
While the glimmering effect of the streams of light create, the pure and amazing sight of the crystalline water.
Go ahead, walk off
Walk off, go ahead! Its none of my concern! You treat me like S#@%, like I need not exist, when its their faults and I at least do a bit.
Walk off, leave!
It doesn’t matter to me. You walk off to escape from the anger and tension in the house.
Fine, leave, go!
I can never leave, but you can always leave.
Go ahead, walk off!
We are all wasting our time on petty things.
So just go ahead, walk off!
My hand around your heart
I’ve got you in my clench now,
Holding my hand around your heart.
You’ll love me forever.
I’ve got you where I want you,
But you seem to slip out of my reach.
I can feel my hand loose grip.
She ran away.
I can see terror in your face now,
Which used to be replaced by happiness.
Was it something I said?
Was it something I did?
Why are you runnin gaway?
I walk back inside and sit down,
I can still see the first day we met.
Your eyes gleamed with happiness as we locked eyes.
I am I
I am my own comclusion
I am my own lover
I am my own self confession
I am my apathy.
I am I.
I am I.
I am the strong
I am the proud
I am the self-righteous
I am the narcissist
I am the shattered ego.
I am I.